God Spoke To Me

 This is a true story of how God spoke to me. I was around 22 years old when it all started. 

It was early morning around 2 am. I got a phone call from my father, he said to come Mum was sick very ill. I got in the car and I drove to Mum's house and rushed inside, and I knew straight away that Mum was dying. I remember a friend of mine who was a nurse she told me you can smell the smell of death before somebody dies.

It was exactly that way, the smell that was coming from me was horrific. Mum was groaning in pain, it was clear she was very ill. I rang the hospital, and I said that I was coming in with my mother and said she was very ill. They said they would send an ambulance, I said it would be too late, they wouldn't get there in time, I said I will drive to the hospital myself.

I got some pillows and a bucket just in case she was going to be sick and I put them in the back seat with Mum.   I knew that she should not lie flat so I prop her up as much as I could. I always seem to have a knowingness of things, and I just put things into motion. I started driving as quickly as I could without being dangerous. I had 80 km to drive to the Walgett hospital. I was worried that I was going to hit something, a kangaroo but I said a prayer and said please God keep everything away from the car as I'm driving because I was not going to stop for anything.

I got to the hospital. I rang the bell at the door and said quick, quick help, and they came rushing out with a wheelchair. They put Mum in the wheelchair and in the hospital she went. They seem to be very slow at what they were doing and didn't seem to be concerned and this concerned me and got me in a state. I said there's something seriously wrong with my mum I think she's dying. They said she will be fine.

All of a sudden my mother said I need to go to the toilet, so the nurse pushed her into the toilet and then the nurse came out and called out to the doctor and they raced down the hallway. They rushed Mum down to a room and Dad and I stayed outside the room, and one of the nurses come out and I said what's going on? the nurse said it seems that she is a bit anaemic. I replied what do you mean? she seems to be bleeding internally. All of a sudden the doctor was rushing and a lot of talking and panicking was happening in the room.

The doctor came out and explained that it was best for us to come into the room and hold her hand because it look like she was not going to survive this and that she was bleeding and had lost most of the blood in her body. I went into a panic and I went into the room  I held her hand and I said to her please Mum be strong you can pull through this I believe in you. The doctors were trying to find a vein to put fluid in her, and also a blood transfusion, but all her veins had collapsed. Finally, they got one needle in.

They called the air ambulance, and they flew all the way from Sydney to pick my mother up at a bush hospital, and they flew her to the nearest city hospital. I drove my father back home 80 km home to get clothes and lock the place up and hit the road to get to the  Dubbo hospital. I prayed the whole way please God! Please help my mum live. Please help her I beg you, I give you my soul for my mum's life. 

When we got there my mum was in intensive care and she survive the ordeal. The doctors were amazed that she was still alive. If I had not got her to the hospital like I did she would not be alive. My mother lived for several years after that.

One afternoon, I lay down to have a nap as I had two children and I was worn out and just needed to have a late afternoon nap. While I was asleep, I had a very vivid dream. I dreamt I was pregnant, and I was walking on a dirt road and I suddenly went into labour, it was a very hot day I looked around and saw a little tree so I got under it in the shade and sat down, and all of a sudden I had twins, they were crying and I was in shock and thinking what do I do now. 

Then all of a sudden I found myself in a big trench, like a big deep trench in the ground. I tried to look up to see if I could see anyone. I had one baby in my arms and looked around to see where the other baby was, it was not with me and I could hear the crying above somewhere, and I suspected under the tree. I heard dogs, barking and growling and I panicked, and I screamed out, help, help my baby help please someone help!

I looked up and standing on the edge above was a man in a hooded robe. He had his head covered in the hood, he had a gentle face and he spoke to me in a very calm voice. He said you have to let her go this time. There's nothing you can do you have to let her go. I cried and cried as I was looking up at him. 

I woke up in a cold sweat, and I could feel contractions in my womb as if I was having contraction pains. I was shocked and very concerned. I had that feeling of Oh My God and my heart was thumping. I got up and thought I'll ring my mum. I went and got the phone and I rang mum and told her of the dream, and I said Mum this means something and I was in a state and very stressed I could feel something is going to happen. She said I do not know what the dream means.

The next morning the phone rang and it was my father who said that Mum has been taken to the hospital. She's having a heart attack. My mum died that night at 11 p.m. 

I feel the dream was God coming to me and telling me that my mother was going to pass away, and there was nothing I could do, that I had to let her go. I believe the twin babies are a symbol of two souls, and that one soul had to be taken, and the other soul had to stay living, and I believe I am the other soul. I believe God gave me back my soul, and he came to me and spoke to me in my dream to let me know and to try and help me understand.

God bless